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Black Wings
[Multi-chapter ongoing]

Pairing: Jinda (main), Ryoda, Kokame
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, fantasy
Disclaimer: I own just the plot
Warnings: Violence, Blood, Abuse and this fic is un-betaed, so please forgive my English
Summary:
Over the centuries vampires have ruled over  humans, but a prophecy
predicted the end of the Vampire Empire. It says that an Angelic, a
winged creature will kill the Emperor and free humans from their
slavery. This story is about those bound to make the prophecy come true.


Chapters
(chapter 1), (chapter 2), (chapter 3), (chapter 4), (chapter 5), (chapter 6), (chapter 7),(chapter 8.1) (chapter 8.2), (chapter 9.1),(chapter 9.2), (chapter 10), (chapter 11.1), (chapter 11.2), (chapter 11.3) (chapter 12)

Black Wings Side stories
[info]sandcest_lover: Crush, Break, Bleed...Love? (ongoing) Part 1, Part 2
[info]blackyuna013: Unwanted Dinner (one shot)
[info]jarithka: Never (drabble)
[info]mrs_koki: The Night They Have Waited Weeks For (one shot)


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I lose my sleep,
YOU ARE MADNESS!


Penny Dreadful
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24 Memorable Quotes from Season 1

"No more let Life
divide what Death
can join together"


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Fuck!

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Things just happens and I'm too tired to write about them.
And there's no need anymore.
So,
Some graphics...
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Graphics
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good-bye

There are so many things I want to talk about but i took my pill and I'm already dozing off so nevermind.
Have a good night!

Спомени
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Дядо ми, Димитър Роев, беше начетен човек. Не помня някой друг да е провокирал интереса ми към света така, както той. Независимо дали ставаше въпрос за изкуство или някоя точна наука, той винаги беше наясно с темата или пък ако не, то ми връчваше някой том от многобройните енциклопедии с които беше пълна библиотеката му и ме оставяше сама да намеря отговорите, които ме вълнуват.

Един от най-ранните ми спомени е как стоях на пода в неговата стая, може би 5-6 годишна, а той ми обясняваше за какво служат малката и голямата стрелка на големия стенен часовник. Какво е час, минута, секунда. Така разбрах, какво е време.

Малко по-късно, виждайки интереса ми към магнитите, той започна да ми обяснява за магнитното поле на Земята. Помня изработения от него компас от парче желязо, изрязано и оформено като стрелка и намагнетизирано така, че червената му част да сочи винаги север. Така научих що е магнетизъм и какви са посоките на света.

В края на първи клас се появи интереса ми към Вселената. Дядо ми беше подготвен и за това. Сякаш от нищото измъкна портативен телескоп и ми показа Венера и повърхността на Луната. След това често прекарвахме вечери на балкона където аз се взирах през окуляра и го разпитвах за какво ли не. Той пръв ми нарисува очертанията на Малката и Голямата Мечка, за да мога да ги откривам сама в небето. Ако някой някога е свалял звезди за мен, то това беше дядо ми.

По това време, наред с всичко друго, в мен се появи желанието да рисувам и да изработвам. Той, разбира се, откликна и на това. Самият той не рисуваше, но избираше заедно с мен картинки от детските книжки, които да прерисувам, даваше ми насоки и ме окуражаваше. Винаги беше готов да ми намери парче тел или картон, за да измайсторя това, което си бях наумила. Научи ме да си правя лепило от подръчни материали, показа ми как да съчетавам цветовете или как сама да създавам такива, ако липсваха в комплекта ми от моливи. Разбрах какво е композиция, пейзаж, натюрморт...  Дядо ми ми помогна да се науча да създавам.

Още помня топлия му глас със специфичен тембър, разказващ ни някоя история по увлекателния начин на човек, който обича думите. Помня тракането на пишещата машина, от където една след друга се появяваха книжките му "Самиздат", осмиващи всичко покварено в света.

Помня онази специална усмивка, която той имаше само за своите внуци.

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Как може да искат от мен да изпитвам любов като единственото, което чувствам е болка.

 


Water, water...
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I was utterly sad lately to a point I haven't been in a long time and I got this song stuck in my mind for a week now.
I need to get it out of my system because its words and melody are not helping at all.

And the Water, Water graphic I did yesterday.



Enjoy your day!

Graphics 2014
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I haven't been sharing graphics lately. I wasn't very regular in doing them anyway.
I was a bit disappointed with people's attitude but decided not to care anymore. I do them for my own sake and not because I try to serve others' needs. So if you think you still can enjoy them I will keep sharing them here.

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FROZEN
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P.S. And here's my version of Frozen


Heh, not really. I made it while before I saw the movie. :)))

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What if You Had to Die to Survive?
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I felt really bad today. It was a combination of poor health, some unpleasant events from both real life and fandom, and PMS.
That amount of negative emotions seriously affected my mind and my attitude. In moments like this I am really glad I live alone.

I like things stronger than me, stronger than my consciousness, I really do. I feel much better now. Powerful and deeper things could distract me the best but it's so rare to find them when I need them.
I guess I was lucky tonight because I found this movie and somehow it managed to suck all those sick, depressing feelings out of me.

Аnd the movie was this:


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Seven Wonders
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The seven wonders of the world:
1. To touch...
2. To taste...
3. To see...
4. To hear...
5. To feel...
6. To laugh...
7. And to love...

Have you experienced them all?
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Шест - Уеда
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Пет - Dobri Dobrev
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Четири - Graveyard
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Три - Vanilla
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Thanks for commenting on my previous posts.
I will answer them.

Good night! :)

Две
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Едно
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Hi!
Happy New Year!
Did you have a good time?

Now,
I am trying to convince myself to write a post at LJ every other day. Why not every single one?
It's like I lost my ability to express myself trough words and I think I must train myself again.

Last year each of my posts was linked to graphics mostly, probably because I kept all my emotions locked in them. But things changed and I no longer photoshop, no longer write. I stay mostly in twitter and I like it but it's tricky, because my thoughts now are like tweets - short and with abbreviations. And I can't accept my mind like this. My mind was always coloуrful and I need it like that. So I want the words to be like a river again, and the images and the semantics of those words to be as bright as they were before. I hope KAT-TUN still provoke it but if they don't I really need to do something. Even If I have to force myself.

Ah, I guess this post doesn't make much sense.
What I'm trying to say is that I'll try to post more. There won't be graphics or fandom related stuff but some random (sometimes not in English) and probably personal posts. And I warn you it might be very boring and some of the posts will be f-locked.
Feel free to unfriend me. :)))

That's it for now.
Will write tomorrow again.
Bye!
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Tonsillitis again
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I really liked Panasonic Beauty latest pamphlet and the PNG images were just begging :)
Ok, I just wanted to try :) Didn't put much effort really... :)
Anyway, will post it only here.


Stay healthy!

KOKI
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Happy Birthday, Koki!



I know KoDa is irrelevant, but WTH... They are beautiful!

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Be happy! Bye!

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